Uncertainty

For Pau

There's a certain someone

whom I certainly miss

There's a certain mouth

that I'd love to kiss

There's a certain hand

that I want to hold

There's a certain embrace

that defeats the cold

But you're not here

You're no longer here

There's a certain time

I didn't want to end

There's a certain message

of love I couldn't send

There's a certain void

no one else could fill

But you just disappeared

And you're not here still

There's a certain longing

a certain pain

a melancholy

And there's a certain silence 

this heart hears

ever so loudly.